Logistic Success and the Other Side: On the Possibility Failure
Won’t let the backend short me
I learned it all in a day, trust the crack head stories
Soak those up cause ni**gas who know it all don’t know so much
“What is the extent of qualia?” cannot escape its container; it is qualia itself, an absolute measure. If we define experience as a flurry of qualia, then we understand qualia as reality. We understand that when we reference reality, we’re always first referencing our objective impression of reality. Within herd mentality, we begin to know our neighbors intimately. Barriers are important because we want some of our awareness to keep being private. In part because we may feel embarrassed or misunderstood if our qualia is exposed and in part because qualia as absolute measure always reveals more than you can be aware of but not so for your neighbor. It doesn’t seem deep if your neighbor can know you. But our qualm is with the fact that the neighbor cannot know us. The neighbor can only consumer their qualia, their own impression. The depths range is severity. In a closed herd, you keep your neighbor the closest. They’re always with you and you’re always conscious of them. Without them, you can measure things, however, that only you could possibly measure.
You grow aware of your belly button. Your belly button was always there. You lose awareness of your belly button but your belly button will continue to be there. Your memories can inspire you to great leaps but they can only be false. Meaning that while the universe placed your belly button somewhere for you to always find, the universe places your memories based on an effort on your part. Which is why that can be mistaken. The effort on your part is faith. You can always doubt memories, you don’t always have to believe them. In part you allow them to exist, in part you depend on them to exist.
The edge of an online flame war is when the individual uses online anonymity to transgress the neighbor’s expectations in your own head, escaping polite society. Most of the time the land will be barren. At times fury and madness.
Success/failure(mere potential) — “Survival of the fittest” is a geometrical assertion. It ties to a Reality made up of succeeding relationship partly predetermined by pre-measurements compared to an actual base. The base would be the biological organic process that is no different than any other process in the universe. That is, the base of the universe that extends to our biological experiences is based on geometrical predetermination. Right at the moment of experience, a geometrical predetermination meets an awareness that we initially and instinctively interpret as our “self” and a free floating relative to the geometry (shape of Reality) it encounters. The self is aware of geometrical shapes. Everything that the self is aware of is somehow translatable to geometry. A geometry would be a shape that forms its own system. For example, the plus sign is a shape that can only be formed within a system that it functions in. Once the plus sign is experienced in a formula, the shape is known and its system allow necessarily allows it to for, infinite shapes. The “particular” shapes we experience are parallel. They are potentially infinite with the particular instance, with particularity being the transient door into the shape.
We are a shape and infinite. We’re a shape insofar as everything within Reality exists in a special relationship to everything else. We’re infinite insofar as our understanding only extends to the circumstances we can relate the understanding to.
Continuing the geometry, we can say that each succeeding moment, each moment the geometry uses to build on is successful. We understand successful as relative. Some things succeed in part. Other things succeed in all. While remaining things don’t succeed at all. Failure is a cessation of succession. A shape that doesn’t succeed.
How can we be aware of success at different levels of Reality? How can we understand failure? Failure may just be a mental phenomena although it’s still intimately related to geometrical succession. An absolute measure within ultimate succession.